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 ♥ R FOR REBECCA A little bit of narcissism won't hurt, and vanity isn't a sin. Email: rebeccaa.-@hotmail.com  Tagboard
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Sunday, December 23, 2007
I just got back home from bf's place. Its the twins brothers, julian & adrain birthday. Met up at west coast for dinner and went over to cocoon to drink. Bf and i left 'bout at 930pm, we board a cab and i swear we were both damn pissed off with the cab driver. Bf just merely cross his leg and that fucking driver says that he's dirtying his precious seat. I told bf to cool down, not to blow things up cos we are rushing for time. But that motherfucker still continues to scold bf, using all sorts of words to insult him. He even dare bf to fight with him, But im glad that bf didn't do so 'cos he doesn't want to create more trouble, He think before he action, cos he knew its not worth it to get himself into big case becos of that insane man. Im deeply touched when he told me he didn't wish to lose me because of this kind of thing. I really appreaciate his thoughts for me (: Upon reaching bf's place, we just throw him the money w/o taking the change and bf slam the bloody door. I took down the plate's number and that cab driver's name. I swear i will call up citycab to complain about his lousy attitude! Damn him, spoil our mood!! Anw, i told bf not to bear grudges already. Seriously i see no point to get yourself angry over other people's mistake. Ive seen too much of ugly people. There are those who purposely wants to make you upset, but there'll also be those who will become upset just because you're upset. So bf,do stay happy alright! :D I don't want to be upset. Hee! And ya, i guess im slowly getting over him. I realised i don't really need him like i used to, i don't think of him like i usually does. Perhaps i don't really need him in the first place. Its this feeling that your own pet dog left your home and you felt uneasy about it. You rather you be the one who set the dog free rather than the dog leaving itself. I am not sure how to use the right word or the right phrase to describe this kind of feeling, but anyway, im glad that i've found someone who truely knows how to love and dote on me. I knew in my heart, he's the right one for me (: Its very different from the past, whereby im the only one holding on to this pathetic r/s. Im not jealous, im not even feeling a single bit of anger when i knew that the both of them are together. But rather, i thank God that i left him for goodness sake. Im clear in conscience. At least i know i have done my part in being a good gf to him. But him? Having one girl after another, flirting around as if he thinks he got everything to do so. I also don't know why i still cling on to this piece of shit. Perhaps its the kind of feelings i mention above. I guess im not angry with him, but im pissed off by myself. I found myself so stupid to keep revolving around his life. But well, never again! Everything has ended with a big full stop. Big cheers to a brand new life! :) I'll be celebrating my birthday on xmas day night with derrick & co. Together with bear, he's turning 19 while im turning 18! I am looking forward to that exciting day out :DD Alright, going to bed soon. Goodnight world! |
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